“WHY?”

  Why did I spend my little bit of money that was intended for my bills to rent a vehicle and drive out of town? Why did I go to that friend’s house when it started raining? Why did I even stay when they weren’t originally home? Why did I even strike up a conversation

“Decisions, Decisions, Decisions”

    Just days before Christmas 2018, I met up with someone I’ve been having a fling with for a bit. The person is much younger than me. They’re eighteen years younger and we met at a mutual friend’s house over Thanksgiving. Oddly enough, the much younger person and I debated even going to our

“Not The ONLY One”

    I guess I’m not the only one who can’t seem to get over someone I was briefly involved with who doesn’t want me. I’ve had A LOT of flings in my adult life so far. Some flings are easier to get over as I get older while others, I can’t seem to do

Imperfect

I really like someone and yet there’s something about them that I love. The problem is that we’re not on the same page on a particular matter. I would love to be in a relationship where I can settle down. Sadly, they don’t want that because they’ve been married before. I’m not going to wait

“Single, Almost 40”

    I’m a single Asian female and I’ll be forty towards the end of next year. I’ve never been married but have had children, two. I’ve never had a long-term relationship beyond a year and a half because men often despise me due to my strong personality.   While so many people insist to

“When I Am in the Wrong”

    I shouldn’t have pried into someone’s private life. This time it’s my fault that they don’t want anything to do with me. I pushed this person away. I messed up and I don’t know if I’ll ever get a chance to apologize to them. I hate myself for that. I would love to

“Jungle Boy”

    Jungle boy doesn’t really know for now how old jungle girl (me) really is. Since he’s young and extremely stubborn, he didn’t get the chance to learn something important in life. The other two essays are about my loss of him after learning their darkest secret. I want to share something from a

“Heartbreakers For The Heartachers”

    Men, they are always determined to break a woman’s heart. Do they even care about the woman? No, never. That is how heterosexual relationships are. In most lesbian relationships, one of the women tends to be neurotic while the other one is forced to be saner. In gay relationships between men, it’s like

“Panic Attacks”

  Lately, I’ve been having severe panic attacks. I used to take medication for them, but in recent times, even medication doesn’t help anymore. My onset for the panic attacks can vary. For the past several months, my panic attacks have been extremely painful that my body could barely move during the times it is

“Love: Heartache – Heartbreak = Bitter”

So I was casual conversing with a new friend of mine and before we knew it, we agreed that for most and the average person, they will either have their heart severely broken by age 22 or 23, or that’s when they’ll start to be trapped in a relationship that will drag for years! I